it dumped me onto a railroad track that ended in the gleaming steel security gates of a fish hatchery
Read MoreI am starting to push back against the narrative that most of our impulses and habits and tendencies are wrong
Read MoreI laid down for ten seconds and stared at the sky till I could only see blue and the sun
Read MoreThe Cowichan River braided itself to the sea in a snarl of dust coloured mud
Read MoreI would never move again, at least not for an hour, and I would see in reality just how flawed was the dead reckoning I used to navigate this fucking pandemic
Read MoreI ran from my house to the top of a mountain.
Read MoreI whip out my phone and thumb the ideas into Notes on a cracked, rain-spattered screen.
Read MoreAfter about two hours of walking I get into the “oh, I didn’t know I was angry about that” phase.
Read MoreIt feels like being dragged back to work, restless and anxious with your hair flying into your mouth.
Read MoreI focused on staying silent, but keeping a soft smile on my face, especially with my upper lip relaxed (I tend to tighten it and curl it under when I’m stressed).
Read MoreThe way they’re knotted is like a twist of hair, there’s an exquisite tension in them.
Read MoreWhat I want, really, is to live a life where I’m proud of myself.
Read Morethe cold pool rain the blood pooled rain the blood cooled rain
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