Freefall # 15

…and the forest rain and the cold sea rain and the white flesh rain and the wet sails rain and the numb hands rain the toed line rain the flowing rain the creek bed rain the grey stone blue stone green stone brown stone rain the fog-spawned rain the grandmother rain the storm-brought rain the fuck-you rain the anger making rain the oh-fuck rain the chewing out the banks rain the hair tangling rain the fishpond rain the blurred out rain the pull over rain the can’t see rain the hating dad rain the love you too rain the love you too much rain the sister rain the brother rain the infrastructure rain the kill-you rain the tar-pond rain the bankrupt rain the healthy rain the thirteen-year-old rain the way it felt rain the wasted rain the zeroing rain the reset rain the moss-fuck rain the cold rain I respect you rain you can take it rain the photo’s wrecked rain never left rain tears on the plane rain the you believe everything that’s happened rain the knock it over rain the grandmother rain the cold pool rain the blood pooled rain the blood cooled rain the blood knows rain the oh fuck I want you so badly rain the shape of you rain the curated rain the promise of it rain the way the light is coming from rain the way light is coming over you rain the every drop is a word you remember that proves the world is a shit place rain no that’s not right rain fight rain not right rain the wet white rain the sticky clear rain the uptick rain the tangent rain the macroeconomics rain the obsessive rain the I was once so in love rain the feelings like fire rain the SEO rain the IPO rain the keep it banked or it burns down rain the things I built for us that are for us that are also shared ownership rain the why aren’t other people terrified of this rain the why do they want this they wake up one day with a smile on their face and say yes today